so, virginia is... virginia. It's not half bad, it's home. and it will never change. I feel like i want to go get drunk ( Read more... )

Ok, so i update this thing once a month now. fuck it. i don't care. I leave for wisconsin on sunday i should get to san diego about the 1st and i come back here the tenth. i'm starting to think this trip may be a good thing. either because my "friends" seem to be getting farther and farther from me. or because i get to see old friends. or maybe i ( Read more... )

[emo]maybe i'm going emo, or maybe i've finally realized that there's nothing left in Virginia beach for me. maybe when i get kicked out of ODU i'll move to CA, gods. people there are more fake, but can at least be honest when you ask, Maybe I'm running away from my problems, maybe i'm taking the easy way out. but maybe i'm actually going to get ( Read more... )

so, i'm bored off my ass for the next few weeks, people need to hit up the cellular with stuff to end myy boredom.for those of you than don't heave it. 642-1297

That last entry was alcohol induced, so, you can just ignore it, because i'm to lazy to deleteit this morning.

have my friends ever considered that maybe i have feelings? that i'm not always apathy boy? I get demeaned by my friends, i get dehumanized by them, but i let it go. but then they know they can come tome when their bored off their asses and want some free golf. or even just someone to play this new game with them. but do i get called when ( Read more... )

my current amusement, other than my webcomics and post secret, this is what i do when i'm bored.

http://memnoch88.deviantart.com/

Only a few people have the ability to make me feel good about myself, and currently, none of them are doing such a good job at it. they don't know who they are, and they would know it if they thought hard. I just...don't know anymore. I feel myself slippingdown a slope that i've worked so hard to climb up. it's like i finished climbing a long time ( Read more... )

Dr Lecter 1988: hey ( Read more... )

how, in this great big speck of time. Do we, as people, find happiness so few times, with even fewer people? and how, do we manage to lose our happiness even more than we have it to begin with. TH emath just doesn't work out. but i've discovered the solution, i'm through with happiness, i'm just going to let apathy consume my emotions, It's the ( Read more... )