wooo! update time. ooo...uhh life is semi decent? i have |__________________| muhc hw....i need to hang out with people more. like edenrose, Jessika, and Jamie....
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wow...i wonder if my parents would be mad if i wanted to take a year off school just toget money for college so that they wont have to pay for me then have only one year to recover their finaces before my brother goes then have my sister on top of that. and i dont want to do it because i want to help my parents...i want to do it so my siblings have ( Read more... )

ok. i didnt get paid friday.. FUCK. but apparentally at least a couple peopel care. which is nice to know. but i work fucking christmas eve....holy shit..that sucks i need to just relax. i need to se a shrink...but i told my mom that i wanted to but she said that i wouldnt tell him the truth even if i did go.....how the hell can she do that? how ( Read more... )

ok, today started crappy, but it ended up well. I woke up at 7:25....25 minuites late for work...so i rushed to work worked until 12:30, came home and sat around. at around 3:40 Andy called me, and i was happy. she was at lynhaven mall so i went to lynhaven andher and her friend Jessie were in walden books. i went to hang out with them and they ( Read more... )

I see all this happiness around me. it radiates into the air. I am so grateful that i am empathic, i think it's the only thing that saves me some days. my knowledge that all i have to do is stand next to a happy person and i am ok. Empathy is both my savior and my destructor ( Read more... )

ok. time for a decent update ( Read more... )

lisdhkldfgs;dgaskldhgklsdhklashdgklahs failing half my classes....need a girlfriend... fun stuff....make a better update later i will

FUCKING HELL everything is taunting me ( Read more... )

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