yup yup! I'm going to his house to dye his hair. school has started and I've decided to use rick and james to try to make dustin jealous. I think its working cuz It looks like he hates them. Does this mean he might have feelings for me? I sure hope so!!! He got to see me play tennis and the game has never been better. I wanted to try so hard to ( Read more... )

so I was talking to dustin one the phone all night. I told him my life story. It  was awesome. I spent most of the time flying around my room. we talk about everything. It was great. I could consider him my best friend and school starts soon so yayayaya! At one point I kinda felt like he liked me but then again he's still with amanda. yup, his ( Read more... )

Dustin gave me his phone number on myspace. I am going to treasure it forever!!! I still feel like I love him and could tell him anything. This is the best feeling I have ever had! but someone is trying to ruin it. Santiago tried to put a guilt trip on me and was all crying wanting me back but I was like hell no and he cryed more! he actually cryed ( Read more... )

I am sad and yet happy. I saw dustin in the mall today and he is so handsome! He doesn't have that ridiculous bowl hair cut anymore. It is all grown out and his skin is as pale as ever. oh I nearly fainted when he touched me! He promised he would go back to school and we could be friends! I talked to him but I had butterflies the whole time!!!! I ( Read more... )

the day has finally come. I've waited 2 long years for it to be over and it fiinally is. I broke up with santiago. I did it! I finally told him I couldn't take his cheating, violence, and discusting  porn addiction. I don't care if it was anime porn or whatever he said, I hated it as much as I hate him. I hate any guy that likes that shit! whats ( Read more... )

so summer doesn't want to be my friend anymore because she says I'm crippled. We got in a fight today cuz I said that mayonaise is fattening. So I decided to sit with the gothic kids to see if dustin was there. he wasn't, they say he's been gone all week. I think I'll use this time as an oppourtunity to get closer to him. you know I haven't seen ( Read more... )

yup today was horrible, I didn't see dustin, santiago won't stop calling and I injured my leg in mr. faggots class. I hate Mr. Lewis!!! errrr....I have nothing else to say today! I am just so mad!

YAY!!! He voted for me and I hugged him!!! I also drank so of his energy drink so it was sorta like we kissed....yayayayyyaya!!! Things are going great! I'm slowly but surely getting away from santiago. I always make up excuses so I don't have to be around him. When I find someone else (hopefully dustin) then I will leave his ass! then maybe I'll ( Read more... )

Ok...up to date. Lets see..... I hate santiago. everything about him is horrible. I hate the way he treats me, the way he hits me and his face. I wish I could just lave him without being scared of what he might do. But enough about him. With me, I am currently running for junior class president!!!! yay!! I decided to run to see if this really cute ( Read more... )

Yesterday was Santiago and my 1 year anniversary and we went to see spiderman 2 and white Chicks. Spiderman was a lot better than White Chicks. After Santiago and I went to Carl's Jr. They got my order wrong and the angus beef in the six dollar burger was disgusting. We then went to the Valley Plaza. There we played this vampire hunter game in the ( Read more... )