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[dracc]

I'm trying really hard to control my own thoughts. Its ratehr difficult because its really a complex conundrum. I'm not doing as well as I would like. Some of you may rememebr my outburst the other day about telling yourself something enough that you eventually believe it. Not as true as I had hoped. I'm beggining to realize just how much I hate

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[snickony]

Hmmmm... Anything I can do, shug?

[twofatpeople]

william, being independent is scarier than it may seem, true independence, as it were. Do you want to not need other people to be happy? can you be o.k. with hurting them with your honesty? can you be o.k. with no necessities but yourself? Youre going through something ive gone through and i suppose still am, there are some rough questions in there, especially the ones you didnt write down. Your problem may be that you're waiting for a stimulus to move, and though its what ive done and still do, it probably isnt the best choice, especially for an independent person who still wants to rely on outside forces for stimulus. final question: how do you stop living for others and not be selfish? time to think about the word "selfish", but i guess its time we think about a lot of words that are defined by misconceptions. Take it easy, my brother, im sure we'll talk about this soon in person, and that will be better.

[dracc]

I think you are lookign at my independence stuff in the wrong way. And being independent doesn't scare me. Because I know that being independent would force me into a more simple existance. But on the whole I just think you taken it out of context, which is simple to do because I never gave any concrete context to begin with.

[dracc]

To Madeline's Post:

I think you have already done a great deal, and I want to thank you for that. Sometimes, not so much... but the other night I realized you have done some of the things I asked you to in the past. But thanks for your concern.

If your having trouble in your life?

[anonymous]

Open the Bible and read! Your blog looks so much like mine, God will change your life. I'm not trying to preach to you but if your wondering what to do next....try it. He's worked for me!

Re: If your having trouble in your life?

[dracc]

Who is this?