Well.... come to think of it i didn't this in a while. And as I remembered I liked doing this. Karen this journal is to you and you only. I am gona get alot of funny jokes from my friends about how sappy this is but I dont care. And this won't be the end, I am gona do this more often. I'll mail things to you more often. I guess it is time to ( Read more... )

Ok I had a very very long day. I have blisters on my hand. I think I might get fired from PJ's... which I kinda hope so. And the bar is just the bar. After 12 hours of working hard I wanted to talk to Caren and spend time with her. She was playing Asherons call. So I played for a while. Then I wanted to talk to her on the phone. Which I did ( Read more... )

You are 20% evil!
You're pretty non-evil. You're a little bit off of being all good, but you tend to still be orderly and peaceful. You aren't the bad person at all...for the most part.


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Ok now I have time I this comp I can finish this one. Right after that last poem I was in the middle of writing this one. Then dad came home! Augh! He didn’t feel like going out tonight. So he took over the comp. Sad part is that I can’t use the old one yet. We are still working on fixing it and putting all the hardware things back in. So I ( Read more... )

Ok, I know I don’t do much in here. But I was thinking about what Caren told me. And well, I think I understand now hopefully. I do write about her every other week in PJ’s too. Every other Sunday I write something about Caren. Mainly poems. I just don’t really want to show them to any one for 3 reasons ( Read more... )

Off I go. I guess I am going to sign up collage. NWTC with Joe this fall. I don't know how many class I will be going to. But I guess it will keep me busy. I guess it is kinda good news and kinda bad news. I get to go to shcool. But That means less time for My friends and Caren. As of now I feel like... well I don't know. I'm am like in a ( Read more... )

Now I want to go over there and back hand that bitch! GOd I understand what shot Caren has to go though now!!!!!!!

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Well, dad came to me, drunk, but all in a since, truthful. First he talked to me about Caren, and that I should not waste so much energy on her but on myself on life. I should do something with the skills that I got. I need to go to school and get a real job. But lately I've been slacking in that. I know I can not give Caren up. I know that I ( Read more... )

It is late at night. And I am not even home. I am at my uncles. It was his birthday today and we had fun. Went to prime quarters and eat. But on the trip home the car broke. So I am stuck. Here at my uncles with no AIM. I couldn't talk to Caren today. I really really wanted to. And when I knew that I couldn't, it felt like a rock flopped ( Read more... )