I dont mind hearing about the bullshit crap crap that you go through, its just I wanted some of the perks some of the stuff you go through during the day that makes you happy. I wanted to hear about love interests and people you had as friends. I wudn't mind talkin online or whenever we bump into eachother, I just want to kill all the melodrama. It's ok to bitch about life, but we need to realize the little perks of life, find what makes us happy and exploit them to the fullest. I am really proud you're starting school again and I'm really glad you're seeing a professional. Iwould really like to hear more about that. I'm very very relieved that you're not going to die of liver failure. I really did worry like crazy about it. You really need to stop blaming yourself for shloads of shit you didn't push me away, I got busy. busy with college, bf, art, and plus I just really haven't been in the mood for dealing with anyone. so that's my bad. But all in all dont absorb the abuse I dish out and dont blame youself for the abuse steph dished ( ... )