I don't know I sorta feel left out i guess, and I am not refering to the party with mary and all of them. anyway its just that well I just feel more and more left out everyday. I used to get to hang out with my friends and what not but now they only talk to me when they need something and most of the time they never want to hang out they will only ( Read more... )

Well I guess I haven't been really up to date with my lj posts so lol again I give it a real big try again. Ok what Have I been doing umm ok i will give yo all the blow by blow most of the week was rather boreing in my opinon I have came to the total reilization I have no life lol and I need some info on how to get one okay here is my prob for ( Read more... )

Well you want to depose Shane Alan Cremeans want to know what make me tic and function, Thing is most of the time i don't function i nonfunction, I came to this realization while i was talking to Mary tonight. I feel to much I don't know if thats a mental disease or anything but its true, I recently like 2 days ago started dateing a friend of mine ( Read more... )

Heya this is Shane reporting in to do a little brain dumping/ complaining i guess, ok so first of all i have to drop some stuff off my chest, Firstly I have been doing a little examineing of myself and I have come to the conclusion that I care to much about people, I give anybody i care for 110% percent of myself, and I guess people have ( Read more... )

Well I have not been updateing my Lj like I know I should be but here goes time to update again, well lets see depresion wise I am better for the time being right now altthough I have this weird ainxty feeling that seems to taken its place. Well I feel in a real bad place I have no job thingy and recently I haven't been leaveing the house. I really ( Read more... )

Heya its me Your friendly neighborhood Shane, Just wanted to anouce the fact that I am really considering joining Peace Corps.Took me awhile to come to that deciseon but I think I can help people better by doing this let me know how you think I will post again later tonight and I will be signed into aim (aol instant messanger)well untill then ( Read more... )

I am alone....I just am alone that is all I can say, I have lost everything....First I lose My Grandma, then I lose My school, then I lose my job, then I lose all my friends, All I have now are my thoughts and Mary, and Sarah, Sarah is half way around the world for all concerns, and I don't even know if Mary wants me as a friend anymore...I hate ( Read more... )