I've been having the strangest dreams that feel like nightmares despite the fact that they are not scary or bloody or awful. Just...a feeling, I suppose ( Read more... )

If you want to know how I feel, start by cutting a hole in your stomach and lose ten pounds by forgetting to eat because of the chaos. Then, continue by continuously stabbing yourself in the chest. Next, insert a long stick up your nose and scramble everything around a little bit so that you can no longer figure out what anything really is behind ( Read more... )

But always arriving.I have lost track of time and space and identity, but I have this strange feeling that something has changed. Something deep and huge and important has changed. For the better, it feels like. Something like growing up ( Read more... )

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So there's this girl who met this boy. Despite all of their circumstances, they fell into a heated love. Then, the inevitable happened as the girl knew that it would, and, come to find out, everyone else including the boy suspected that it would ( Read more... )

It's gotten to the point that I'll just let it all slide. Just swllow hard. A spoonful of sugar makes the medicine go down, right? So let's make this easy ( Read more... )

I hate borthdays. I hate feeling like I'm missing something. And I am. I'm just the missing piece, so where did the whole go? I used to love it when we'd drive through a stoplight and it would turn red just as we drove under it, separating us, from the world. Now, I stop as soon as it turns yellow. Things have changed so much ( Read more... )

I'm just a giant ball of emotions lately. And today I was hoping I could find someone who gave a damn. No such luck.

fucking bitches.

Happy fucking new year. What a way to bring in two thousand and seven. Let's hope this whole year isn't as shitty as my drunken stupor at three in the morning.

one of those things you don't bring up in polite conversation. It's strange. I'm not ALL THAT dramatic, but I feel as if I'm trapped in this cycle of drama. Who hates who more. Who's winning? Not me, that's for sure ( Read more... )