PROM TODAY!!!

He's perfection ( Read more... )

"I want to spend my life with you."
later
"one day i want to have kids with you"
even later
me:"why is the sky so beautiful?"
him: "because you're next to it"

life with him is perfect

yesterday's thankfulness: jesse and me putting eachother in a good mood ( Read more... )

now that a lot of things are out of the way i realized that i have a lot more self-discovery to do...
the emotions chapter in psych should help me out a bit....but this is all going to take a long time.

soooo john has called me the past two nights and i decided, fine. let me be nice. peaceful. let me call him back ( Read more... )

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The most beautiful words spilled like oxygen from our mouths ( Read more... )

everything with him feels right...
but everything else feels wrong.

If i'm not in love with him i'm pretty damn near close ( Read more... )