I'm sick of dreaming about him ( Read more... )

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i don't know anymore.

so i don't know how i feel about anything anymore.
it makes me so mad.
and then i get so jealous of other people because they are so much better than me.
well, rather...she is.
i cannot wait to go to college because i won't be in anyone's shadow there.
gah. :(
i'm happy, don't get me wrong...there is just something missing.

soooo
i like one but the other is still there.
uggh.
why can't i just not like him.

anyways i have amazing news...and no energy to type it, so i will lateer.

so the weekend went from terrible to amazing ( Read more... )

i'm so pissed off and some of you know why.
don't call me and ask me why.
fuck you

I was looking through my old entries because I want to put all of my poetry in a notebook and I happen to be ridculess. <--I can't spell that word!!!
Anyways. I go from being really happy to really unhappy within hours.
There was this quote from one of them and I think I should read that quote every morning:
Happiness is always a by-product. It is ( Read more... )

i don't even know how to make sense of life right now ( Read more... )

Honestly.
Terrible week.But terrible weeks always=more self discovery ( Read more... )