it has been a while since I updated this. Ive been getting yelled at by quite a few people. so we will say Hi to them all right now: Hi jess, Hi amanda, Hi mellissa. there, happy now? heh well, I broke my car again, this time for good. I am getting rid of it to get something else. another thing that sux is that I no longer talk to a good ( Read more... )

why do I feel like this? what are all these images that go thru my head about? why cannot I be happy? why do I hurt the ones I love and love me? when am I going to be happy? what did I do to deserve all this?

how much longer can I endure?

I hate cars. I really do. Im trying to get mine running so that I can go see Lynne this weekend. I need $$$$!!! I gotta buy some parts but no tengo dinero. I think I might just try to rent a car. that may be a smarter idea. but it sux, cuz I get paid on friday. I wanted to rent the car friday morning, and leave right after work. I doubt I ( Read more... )

it was another intresting weekend. friday night I met up with someone (we won't name names *coughKomecough*). she was really kewl. I hope she will want to hang out with me again. they made me play ddr. I suxed. I got beat by her mom, who by the way was really good. then on saturday, jimmmy's computer died, and he was freaking out cuz he didn ( Read more... )

well, tis wendsday the 21st. I feel so tired. I was feeling really bad yesterday after work. I think it is because I had a snack at about 4pm that consisted of a coke and a snickers bar. I think it threw off my gulcose. which means that I might have the begining stages of diabetes. that sux. heh I've noticed that I feel that way after I ( Read more... )

my ex-gf just stopped by here at work. really weird. she is leaving to go to new york on tuesday, and wants me to hang out with her this weekend. life is intresting.

well my car still doesn't wanna run. I cannot figure it out for the life of me. and I get into work today, and my work that I spent half a day yesterday doing, disapeared!! now I have to do it all over again, plus I am behind from going on vacation. can I ever win? on the lighter side, I did get a raise.

I worry about a friend of mine. I know that she goes through some rough spots in life, and I want her to know that someone is there for her. I know that we really don't know each other all that well, but I know how it feels to go thru life with noone on your side. I got your back gurlie. anyways, my landlords came over today, what a pain. they ( Read more... )

just got into work. I feel horrible. someone come save me!! wanna know what I hate? people that talk $h!t behind your back. why do people do this? I don't. grrrrrrrrrrrrr anyways, one more week and I will be in Texas. woot! only 8 more hours till I can go home. :(

if you all are wondering how I am gunna stay awake, I have these pills. you can buy thme anywhere. but they are bad for you because they have ephedrine. which is not good to take, because it speeds up the heart. so don't take them.