Heaven's not so far away
I can hear it's melody
From here in the waiting room of hell

Two a.m. and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake ( Read more... )

So...I am working 2 jobs now...and it has been hectic....but I am making really good money. it just wears me out though... I work 7am-4 pm every mon-friday at the prep school teaching my class. I have 12 two yr old students who i have to watch...that means feed them, change them, keep them clean, teach class to them, keep them from killing each ( Read more... )

This is where I say I've had enough ( Read more... )

So...I have been really sick. It has been almost 2 weeks now. I won't go into any details, bc I just do not feel like it. On top of that I am starting to feel like a huge failure to everything and everyone in my life. It is the worst feeling in the world. I am realizing that I am not really doing much with my life. I wake up every Mon-Fri go to ( Read more... )

THESE LACES ARE UNTIED BUT MY FEET ARE WALKING AWAY

the highlight of my weekend...being shit on by a bird, not once but twice....lol yea that was fantastic...all over my purse, and it almost shit in my aunts long island ice tea

Isn't it amazing how one person can take one minute and one word to make you feel like such a worthless piece of trash, when really you didn't do anything wrong to begin with. You spend so much time keeping to yourself and finally become this happy and independent person and then you let someone in and you are right back to where you started.... ( Read more... )

So...she passed away last night. She was at home and I am assuming went peacefully in her sleep. I don't know all the details, I don't really want to know....all I know is the cancer was eating her up and now she is in a much better place...21 yrs of life...I am 22 and still am not half the person she was. I can only wish and hope to be as amazing ( Read more... )

I am soooo excited....3 semesters and I will have my teaching certification completed!!!! yay for me. Not to mention the state is paying half my tuition and my boss is paying the other half....and once I get certified I am getting a nice fat raise, or I can start looking for a different job. :) My life is finally starting to come together! Now.... ( Read more... )