i know its wrong for me
to want him to call in to work
just to come see me
when i know for a fact he needs the money
but i cant help the thought from pounding in my head
and then i hate myself for it

p.s. apparently my boyfriend is going around telling the city of syracuse that im pregnant.

so for the record i am most definitely NOT knocked up

its fun to listen to disco (aka I WILL SURVIVE [remix, hahahha]) then some random country song (aka its not me youre looking for.. babe!) then songs from grease <3333 then CYNDI LAUPER!! then the extended CHEERS THEME SONG then BABY GOT BACK then COTTON EYED JOE (&making my roommate promise to teach me the dance hahah ( Read more... )

every night i push myself to stay awake for your call.
you dont even bother to try.

if you dont want me let me know
im dying of trying to be there
and if you dont need me let me knowim lost and im trying to find me ( Read more... )

so last night i got drunk ( Read more... )

who would have ever thought that a gathering consisting only of boxes of wine could be so awesome.

so i say yay to boxed wine parties.

that is all.

so you choose now, when you dont have to see me because im away at school, instead of any point during the last six months when ive been right there, to try and explain what the fuck happened. oh yeah, and you just happen to be drunk as youre doing it ( Read more... )

so im in oswego & have been for about a week now ( Read more... )

Birth_ ( Read more... )

i dont know who cares but ( Read more... )