well i thought yesterday that i was gonna lose my girl cuz her ex lover contacted her..but i guess i was wrong cuz she cleared it up for me. i was worried about losin her an shit cuz i asked her last night what the hell are we doing as far as relationships go..she told me that it was normal to ask that question because you want to know if there is ( Read more... )

this song really defines me in ways ( Read more... )

one day my dear i shall open my heart to you. one day i will reveal to you all that lies within this tragic empty shell of a person whom you say you love. but for now it remains in the dark feeding off my very soul. living off my pain and tears. my nightmares alone are enough to bring me to my knees. the truth is. from the moment i gazed upon your ( Read more... )

one thing i love about having this...is that my girlfriend doesnt. its hard for me now to express what thoughts i may have about her because i have been hurt to many times so i try not to let that side of me show...but i feel now that i can express it freely through here since she will never see it or never hear it...maybe in time i'll be able to ( Read more... )

i've got a girl friend who really cares about me...and i think she is so fuckin kick ass...im sorry to rant about my love life but for awhile now i've put up with ppl ranting about theirs...so damnit imma rant..lol i picked her up from school with my friend danny and saw some old friends like emily shanda sunny and few other ppl that tackled me in ( Read more... )

Some have come ( Read more... )

i got a girlfriend.....and she is totally amazing....*does happy dance*

Have you ever had this happen? you find an amazing woman and your heart and mind battle to find the right words to say to her to show her how much you care about her only to find that the things you come up with arnt good enough and for some reason the relationship doesnt work out but you still wish to tell her these things ( Read more... )

*sighs* i think i blew it on my date last night....i really wanted to go out with cj again but she is still talking about her two ex boyfriends...thomas and ben. she tells me that she is still torn between all 3 of us. then she gets pissed off in a sense because i wont kiss her or anything and i tell her because im still in love with her i dont ( Read more... )

Cold rapture defies what blood commits to your thoughts. As they turn like an ocean against the edge of your grief. Eroding and redefining what is no longer and still is needed ( Read more... )