Oh yea, and my grandmother is not getting better and probably won't. So that is not helping my mood at all! Hospic comes often to see her, that's for sure.
Sorry man, I know it's hard to see people you love like that. My grandma had alezimers (I cant fucking spell) it was bad... and happened so fast I mean one day she was normal the next she broke her hip and couldn't remember my name; kept talking to my dad calling him by her dead brother's name. I don't want to ever be old... I feel bad too cuz I was a young and stupid kid that didn't visit much and she really had a lot she could have taught me if I'd taken the time to go over there (across the fucking street from my parents!) /sigh... she's in a better place now. /ramble.
I try to visit, but I got sick a few weeks ago, so I haven't been as much, but I'll try in the next few weeks cause I'm better now. She has dementia and had a stroke, so it's turning into Alezhimers or whatever. She's askinf for her sister, who's dead, or her dad, who's dead. So yea. Ir's hard.
Dementia sucks... :-( that's how it started w/my G'ma after the hip thing; then she somehow broke the other one too and it got worse being bed-ridden. Argeth. I hope you feel better; just takes time and sucks all the way. Sorry I'm not too encouraging I'm not good with this stuff...but figured it's better to be realistic than to blow sunshine up yer butt. *hugs*
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I hope you feel better; just takes time and sucks all the way. Sorry I'm not too encouraging I'm not good with this stuff...but figured it's better to be realistic than to blow sunshine up yer butt. *hugs*
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