as i was laying in bed this morning i was thinking about my life and how much it seems like i can't or haven't done. I look at my YOUNGER siblings and they all have gone to school to some degree after graduating. i can't even really put the thoughts into words now anymore. i feel not so much a failure as just a let down. I'm i not cut out for the ( Read more... )

This time 5 years ago Connor was about an hour and a 1/2 old. Today is his 5th birthday :) He is having a real party today. There will be a couple of friends from his jk/sk class this year, and a couple of kids from his class last year that he is still friends with. Its going to be crazy and fun :) The party is suppose to start at 3pm so lets hope ( Read more... )

You Would Be a Pet Dog
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so i decided to take up a new hobby, paint ball. I went to play for the first time on sunday at Day of the Day, put on by Flagswipe. OMFG it kicked ass. i was so freaked out at first. I was scared of getting shot and having it really REALLY hurt. Once i got shot it was all good. I started to get into and got shot quite alot more. For the record the ( Read more... )

So i decided to go for it and bought a paid LJ account. I just got 2 months to try it out and mayne then i'll go all the way and get a full year.

Things are going well. Day of the Dead is on sunday. I'm fully prepared to get all shot to hell but its going to be fun as hell :)

Dragon_mom

- a gallon of loyalty
- 1/4 cup of intelligence
- a heaping teaspoon of humor

Combine in a blender until smooth.
'What is your personality recipe?' at QuizGalaxy.com

ARGGGGGGGGGGG i need a day off, or even time to go grocery shopping by myself. Instead i drown my frustrations in loud music. good thing my landlord isn't home

some one please save me from my own bitchiness and kids that WON'T STOP FIGHTING

After having my doubts that Kevin would come through and bring me his extra paint ball stuff and other gear he never used, he actually brought the stuff over to me today. So now i have a mask, hat, jacket, and brand new gloves that fit perfect. The Jacket was a bit big so i washed it and dried it and now it fits pretty well. I still need to roll ( Read more... )

So i caved and had ONE can of pepsi today. The lowering meds have been going well. I didn't have the pepsi cause i needed to. I had it cause i love the taste and the refreshing fizziness :P

I got a sweet ass phone today cause my other one isn't working. I got a black Motorla RAZR V3c. I love it. i wish i had gotten one like it sooner.