[Badly Locked, so V. Easily Hackable]

[dragon_scholar]

I...there must be something wrong with me.

He's...gone, completely enough that he may as well be dead. It feels like it, anyway, and I know that's irrational but that's how it feels. As if he died.

By all rights, I should...I don't know. I don't know how I should be feeling, what's the right way to grieve, because I've never lost someone this

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[prettypanchito]

...Philomel...

((This okay? He's no hacker, just wanted to see *shrug*))

[dragon_scholar]

...!

H-hello, Panchito...

(('S fine. It's so badly locked it basically isn't.))

[prettypanchito]

...There is no "correct" way to grieve. It is done in our own ways.

[dragon_scholar]

I know. I just...he's so recently gone and here I am, looking forward so eagerly to Saturday...

[mollyforeva]

It's hard to talk about something like this. Harder than a death, because he's not dead, but... I kind of know how you feel and I know it sucks and I'm sorry.

[dragon_scholar]

I...it is hard, and that's...exactly why.

...Thank you.

[mollyforeva]

You're welcome....

[assistant_god]

...He told you to take care of yourself. That means enjoying yourself when you can.

[dragon_scholar]

But...this soon? It feels...impolite, almost.

[assistant_god]

I'm sure he wouldn't mind.

[dragon_scholar]

...I...he probably wouldn't. It still strikes me strangely, though.