they say now, because of what the people that were there have said, that he didn't jump because he wanted to die, but to prove that he could do it.
in the summer, daytime, people have jumped for fun.
cam it seems, wanted to prove a point, and he had been drinking, so he tried to prove the point at the wrong time. tried to be a man in the middle of the night when he couldn't see how far he was falling. couldn't see where to swim to. couldn't tell which way was out. if he hadn't been drinking, he wouldn't have jumped. but between saying he would and the lack of judgement to realize that it wasn't the right time to test fears, he did.
i dont know what to do here without my best friend.
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I'm truly sorry to hear about your friend too. I can't even imagine how terrible you feel.. *tight hugs*
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in the summer, daytime, people have jumped for fun.
cam it seems, wanted to prove a point, and he had been drinking, so he tried to prove the point at the wrong time. tried to be a man in the middle of the night when he couldn't see how far he was falling. couldn't see where to swim to. couldn't tell which way was out. if he hadn't been drinking, he wouldn't have jumped. but between saying he would and the lack of judgement to realize that it wasn't the right time to test fears, he did.
i dont know what to do here without my best friend.
but i'm here for a time now.
and we will see what happens.
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