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Well yesterday I saw a specialist who believes that I am suffering from Fibromyalgia. The only problem is that, that is as easy as saying that I suffer from headaches. It is too open, too widepread and it's new territory for the "experts", as I am new learning". If she's even right at all. Today I had to go all the way to the hospital by my ( Read more... )

I'm lost. There, I've said it. I am lost. I'm drowning in self pity and it sickens me to the core. If I ever get better I don't know if I'll be able to look at myself in the mirror again.

I promised myself that I would never do this, that I'd never let it take over my life, but here I am, at home as usual...I hate myself

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LARA!!!!

It has been a long time since I've written anything...anything at all and I think it is definitely reflected in this piece of bad poetry I'm posting today "Painted Pain". Please be gentle ( Read more... )

Bad day, lots of pain...can I please die now?


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Today I went to VGH to see a neurologist about my jaw. Basicly we got nowhere; he said that I'm "the former Soviet Union personified". It was an odd way of putting it, but to be expected. He said he had to take a closer look at my MRI, but if anything abnormal showed up he'd contact us, otherwise there's nothing he can do.

duckytears  came over the other ( Read more... )

Just a quick entry: Anyone interested on seeing Serenity this Sat. Give me a Shout via email or phone for detail ( Read more... )

Well I must say, it was wonderful to see Liz again. Hell it was good to be with the group again, though I still feel like an outsider. I think that's a bit permanent though ( Read more... )

DDR is back online *happy dance* YAY!! Art class is...interesting. My teacher is nice, reminds me of mr. horne a bit. Only thing is that we work with undrapped models, that was a bit of a shock the first time let me tell you! *twitch twtich ( Read more... )