I am so ridiculously in love with alan jackoway. every time i see him i love him just a little more. ive never met someone i feel more comfortable around, someone that i love absolutely everything about. i can't get over how lucky i am to be with him. who cares if its so long distance? its totally worth it.

p.s. i turn 18 tomorrow. how crazy is

i feel like life is going by too fast and that if i dont slow down im going to fall on my face. at the same time, i love the pace my life is taking because i seem to be constantly looking forward to something that isnt here yet. hopefully im wrong about the first one.

i cant wait until college. i keep going back and forth between feeling life is going by too fast and wanting it to speed up. it so hard to live in the moment. i think this might be because you already know how you feel about the past, and you think you know how you feel about the future, but its much harder to know how you feel about the present ( Read more... )

ive had quite a past couple days ( Read more... )

i wrote a day by day journal like i always do but here is an outline of the best points ( Read more... )

its unbelievable how amazing next year has the potential to be. seriously, in a few months im basically going to have everything i have ever wanted. actually scratch that. once ive been accepted to and decided on a college, then things will be perfect, but even before that things are gonna be pretty damn awesome.

do you know who i love? Rachel Ben-Zadoc thats who. In a show of my appreciation of Rachel existance i am going to write her this series of poems ( Read more... )

jordan and i have a secret handshake AND YOU'RE NOT INVITED!!

I'm emo by the way.
-Sarah

no im really not. but jordan totally is.

LIAR!!! Sarah's emo, end of story

jordan just bit me. what a loser cool kid.

P.S. jordan isnt really a loser because he can fit a whole hamburger in his mouth.

i feel like ive been going nonstop for the past few months and finally, as of today, i can start to slow down. yeah, i have my calc AP and IB exams next week and chemistry in 3, but other than that im basically done with school for the year. one month of rest before i start working. well, not all rest. next weekend is the tampa con, then the film ( Read more... )

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