I've just got this really strong feeling that this is going to be the best year ever. Like the beginning of the rest of my life kind of good. Therefore, I am certain that this year will be the year that all of these are going to happen ( Read more... )

3 years later, and I haven't gotten anywhere. Still applying. Still taking tests. Still scared as crap.

Next week's gonna be so scary... it's like my dreamjob, and it couldn't have come at a better time, but I'm so sure I'm gonna mess everything up and everyone will hate me!!!!

I figure, now that I have a job that I'm supposed to be doing right now, what better time than this to update my LJ for the first time in over a year? Right ( Read more... )

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I don't have any idea what I want to do in college. I can't predict what my life will be like even a year from now ( Read more... )

Holding a grudge against someone for years only causes more pain. I'm not going to hold grudges any longer. I want to forgive and forget.

And on the same note, I realize now that you can hurt someone a lot without even realizing it. I don't want to hurt others anymore, and I apologize to anyone I have.

You'd think that after getting into college, the work would be over. But, no. There are so many deadlines and forms to be aware of that it's making my head spin!

Letter from Camp ( Read more... )

Guess what?!?

I just rediscovered my diaryland page! Omg, I was sooo adorable back then! Anyways... I'm gonna combine those entries with this journal cuz I'd really hate to lose them.

Last night I was able to prove, once again, that I am completely inept when it comes to doing lab work. It was about 8:00 and we were almost done with our experiments (or so we thought), and I was supposed to go get some NaOH with a dropper for our experiment. Unfortunately though, I was stupid and instead of picking up the clean dropper, I ( Read more... )