i can not cook anymore
simple statement.
Many of you will say pshaw. you mean "don't want to" not "can't."
No.
i mean can not. not able to, just ain't happening.
i look at the stove and see a blank.
This is tantamount to a nymphomaniac losing his/her sex drive.
My current job put me over the edge, but the downfall started much before that. I had noticed and remarked that my palette was way off down here in Fl. this time. I have had massive problems in my own home kitchen too. the problem is me. i need to do something. i am not entirely certain what that something is. but i do know that IT has to happen.
The last time i "burned out" from cooking. I ended up driving for Severino. And that was awesome! this time the burnout is even more severe.
A big part of me wonders whether Fla is where i should be.
Actually a big part of me is questioning EVERYTHING right now.
I think i need a chance to get away from everything and view it all from a different perspective.
Many of you will say pshaw. you mean "don't want to" not "can't."
No.
i mean can not. not able to, just ain't happening.
i look at the stove and see a blank.
This is tantamount to a nymphomaniac losing his/her sex drive.
My current job put me over the edge, but the downfall started much before that. I had noticed and remarked that my palette was way off down here in Fl. this time. I have had massive problems in my own home kitchen too. the problem is me. i need to do something. i am not entirely certain what that something is. but i do know that IT has to happen.
The last time i "burned out" from cooking. I ended up driving for Severino. And that was awesome! this time the burnout is even more severe.
A big part of me wonders whether Fla is where i should be.
Actually a big part of me is questioning EVERYTHING right now.
I think i need a chance to get away from everything and view it all from a different perspective.