Well, if I were to say life was anything less dramatic than a roller coaster, I would be kidding myself. Life has been orderly and chaotic, peaceful and wild, interesting, boring, beautiful, ugly, loving, hateful, surprising and everything else I could think of if I sat around for long enough digging up memories. 2007 has been a year of astounding ( Read more... )

is it possible that sometimes a bad day can be prolonged...magnified...last MUCH longer than it needs to...it's been more than one day now...

i think it is the nature of humans beings to aquire as much useless crap as we can because it makes us feel less alone in the world. someone might have three of something and refuse to share with someone who has none...i hope i don't become like this...i mean, if life gives you lemons, don't just make YOURSELF some fucking lemonade, make enough to ( Read more... )

i am feeling a big change now, mostly in my perspective on my life and the people in it. i never realized how gullible i was. i was so naive about the world, so accepting of people. i had to take a step back to realize i was getting walked all over. i will never surrender myself to being a cynic, but i think i am becoming more of a realist. setting ( Read more... )

brown ( Read more... )

so that you will hear me ( Read more... )

my littlest brother is ten years old today. it's hard to believe. time moves too fast, sometimes i feel like i can't keep up...he was going to have his birthday party at the pool but none of his friends showed up...poor little guy, he's devastated ( Read more... )

possibility rains on my world like a storm ( Read more... )

dan #2 and i went our seperate ways. it was a good, sensible decision...we were lacking in a certain tummy-butterfly-ness that i find very important ( Read more... )

you broke my heart in ( Read more... )