Its ok over here in the states. Besides missing my friends and boyfriend seeing my mom kinda makes up for it all. On the other hand this mornin i woke up to hear my mom and rupert(her boyfriend) arguing. And this was seriously upsetting, he was talking about this weekend. see we all planed to go down to florida and see my friends... but rupert ( Read more... )

look... i will miss you pple.  when i come back from the states i will come back without seeing you guys and  saying hi too ...and stuff... i'm excited but sad really side..... i'm not going to say anymore i am starting to cry... c ya


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Man every body is going to be moving away from me... i will miss you all soo very much... i'm leaving this friday i beleive at 11 or 12 my plane is taking off for those of you who wish to know.... i really don't have a lot to say so yea..

Alrighty peepls this is gonna be my last weekend seein my good friends; sabrina and naomi, and my boyfriend zach... lets hope it will be great ... hey i am booked for sunday so yea... i really want to do wateva we are doin this saturday... is it to a club or just a hotel?... so do i dress up or not? well ok.... i can't wait!

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god it was a FANTASTIC DAY!!!

i just turned 17 nothin really different... but today from my dad i got this box and it took me about twenty minutes to figure it out... i think zach would like to try and open it.... but it is really cool and i can't wait for tommorow (however u spell it) to come... i want to get my hair cut but i don't know which style.... i'm getting it done at ( Read more... )

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yea well yesterday i was sooooo hyper it wasn't even funny ... that jet puff marshmellow stuff gets to ur head faster than vodka i mean seriously... YEAH!!... its pretty good thanx beth... and it was hilarious yesterday on the bus with the soda in between my legs then i spilled it and said..my god it just keeps cummin out .. etc.. u know what i'm ( Read more... )

Did he mean to?

Was it a lie?

With all we've been through?

Would he rather die?

Does he get bored,

when i'm around?

Is it to score,

or to hear the sound?

Is there any hate,

any mistrust?

Am i too late,

to fufill his lust?

I want to so.

He means so much.

But i've gone low,

and lost the touch.

What does it mean?

Is the love there?

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god this place here is awsome during the weekends ana's (the girl my sis an i are staying with) mom is never here... i mean its AWSOME the place is about ten min from patch as zach has informed me... easy access.. and jesse and ana went to the movies w/ben and i invited zach over to ana's house cause no one was there and i had a key... well ya ( Read more... )