I'm having doubts again. fix me.

god.. the storm last night at like 2 am... was amazing and powerful... also really creepy when you're the only one awake in your house and that thunder isreally friggen loud... and when your seeing random figures in your house that aren't supposed to be there.... hell, if someone had been here with me, I probably would have been like clinging to ( Read more... )

OMG!! I finally reached 10 referrals on neopets... htat means that at two in the morning I'll get a paint brush on neopets... worth lots of np...

anways... thast exciting for me, cuz I'm addicted to neopets... you can start here if you want to join in on the fun..

I've been doing too much recently, what the hell was I thinking doing my homework along with having a life ( Read more... )

worst birthday I've ever had, and last years was pretty bad too.

no cake, no presents (*edit* other than the skirt from Jordon and his mom), no nothing other than work, work, and more work.

on other matters. meryn seems happy. thats a good thing.

:::::edit:::: I sound really selfish here... *bangs head on desk*

Life sucks.

I have a cybunny gallery on neopets, trying to make it look good... and trying to get into the gallery spotlight ^_^.

my friend has bronchitis... that is sad... I wanted to talk to him today..

I didn't do my homework yet... probably should...

I am so fucking tired.. so to sleep I go...


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today was depressing.


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I wish I had a life.

I'm void of emotion.

I feel like shit....

I miss the way I used to be.

I miss the way it used to be

I miss how I used to love...

I miss how it used to feel..

I miss how I never worried..

I miss the fact that I was once not alone.

I miss the way I used to be.

I miss the way the world used to be.

12 things that annoy you:
1. ignorance
2. stupidity
3. people in general
4. people who will go and be all like "feel sorry for me" and shit like that because no one loves them, and bad shit happens to them.  I always wanna be like, damn you, you ignorant bastard, bad shit happens to everyone you dimwaud. 
5. homework
6. people that bitch for absolutely ( Read more... )

8 days until I turn 15... only 8 days ( Read more... )