great....i'm such an idiot...BAKA, AHO! this is what i get though so i shouldn't be surprised. I should have opened up my mouth before. -_-...i feel all depressed too. I thought i went through all this crap before and i told myself that i wouldn't go through it again so...why do all of a sudden this happen. <.< .....I feel squishy but not in a ( Read more... )

why am i always the last to know. -_-...today i asked my mom about the school stuff i.e. finacial aid. and she said that since we took to long that i don't get to go to school anytime soon, which means that i have to start school in Sept. fuckin' September!!!!!!!!!! well...at least i got that year off of school that i wanted<< and...now...job...i ( Read more... )

does anyone read this? << if not...WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee e

more criptic journals that only i understand. okay maybe two people. <<

hmm...I don't get it at all...I think that I um...I don't want to be judged as a hypocrite though -_-...god this suxs.

Happy New Year and all of that jazz.

My comp was dead for two weeks. I was not happy -_-, but now I am

well it's been a while hasn't it? hmm Well I got a tablet^^ it's 9X12 it cost only 40$ it was brand new and it works fine YAY. I found out that my father goes to AA meetings...I had no idea, and that he is being sponsored by a church family thing idk...i didn't really ask well at least he's getting help ( Read more... )

hmm for christmas i want a 12x12 Wacom tablet.....;_; i need a job....

Life is boring as usual.........nothing happens out of the ordinary, although my father my be trying to keep in touch with us; he said he was going to call once a week...not so sure about that ( Read more... )

Hm...okay this is what is happening right now. I have to go to DCCC. And if you know me then you know that i want to be an art teacher, but DCCC doesn't have an Art program that i can go to...so i am left with this. I have to either choose. EDUC, or LA for my major ( Read more... )