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Resurection
Hello to anyone still reading this. I saw that some were and that surpised me. I needed a safe place to write again where I could just vent and be me. Hello live journal I have missed you. How is it that one person can get to you so much that it distroys your confidence in what you do? I almost broke down into tears in my professors office ( Read more... ) -
missing
I am in a weird mood right now. I am missing someone that I really shouldn't be. There was this guy long ago who was very important to my life. He was my best friend and in a weird way my lover. I just happened to see him come up on my suggested friends thing on facebook. I even messaged him to tell him I missed him today. I don't really know ( Read more... ) -
reflection
well I haven't posted here in a very long time. I used to think that no one cared because they didn't comment here. I used to try to believe that I didn't need the comments. firstly no comments doesn't equal to no one cares, just means they have nothing to say about what I have wwritten. secondly I am fooling myself by trying to believe I don't ( Read more... ) -
Alone
It seems that I have regressed back to when I was a teen. I am just feeling as if I can not tell anyone anything anymore. Anytime I do, apparently I am some egotistical bastard or something. I just don't think I am that horrible of a person. I am tired of being told how horrible I am by people I really care about. On top of the fact that I ( Read more... ) -
Friendship
I am feeling stifled. I no longer feel like I can talk about my own problems to anyone. When everything you do is wrong or ignored how can you speak to anyone? Lately a friend of mine and I have had a difficult time in communication. Mostly because I am learning the hard way that after years of communicating with them the type of communication ( Read more... ) -
random post
Had some deep converstation with the new guy at work M. Not that it was a bad thing nessasarily but some of it was deep emotional stuff about my family. It is almost nice to have another guy around that is also a tech. The only other guy that has been around besides me has been D the nurse. D however is sort of quitting (going PRN), and that ( Read more... ) -
Emotions
Misplaced emotions ( Read more... ) -
I just don't get it
reading in the news, seems like people still want to vote on if same-sex marriage should be allowed or not. I am just so upset by this, right now I wish I could post a poem on here I wrote years ago but since I am not at my own computer I cant. The poem simply says that we are human too just like anyone else. I ask any who read this if given the ( Read more... ) -
Dear Mr. President
I wrote a letter to the Mr. Obama, I doubt he will personally read it but I figured it would be worth a shot.
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Work thoughts
Where do you draw the line? At work with what you do? When do you say this is above the call of duty? I have heard a few times how good I am at my job and I always think nothing of it but thinking about it now maybe I should? I mean if you always are helpful and a team player then shouldn’t that be something to be proud of? I guess when it ( Read more... )