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Apr 21, 2007 23:06



At first I feel anger, even hatred. But then it grows into pity.
Pity that people need to rely on something else to atone for their own wrong-doing.
Pity that people do not better understand the universe.
Pity that they will never know peace.

You would agree that you must ask penance to remove sin?
You would agree that murder is a sin correct?
You would agree major sins forever stain the soul or require more atonement?
You would agree that murder is a major sin?
Then why do you continually forget the spanish inquisition? The witch burnings? The Crusades?
Why have I not read about the Church asking forgiveness?
No murder can be justified, not even in the name of God. No murder can be forgiven.
Self-defense is different than murder.
Would you hunt down and kill a bear simply for protecting her cubs?
Would you hunt down and kill an eagle protecting her nest on a perilous ledge?
Would you hunt down and kill a crocodile for protecting her nest?
And yet your thoughts are continually side-tracked by the promise of salvation.

How can you can save others when you cannot even save yourself.
Save yourself from ignorance, from being used.

If you feel that paganism is truly your enemy, then study it. What harm can come from understanding your enemy? Are you that insecure about your faith that you must believe transcripts from a time 300 years ago that were drawn under statements taken from torture victims? Torture victims will say anything you want them to say in order that the pain will cease.

When you start living by a book, or worshiping a person you remove yourself from the decisions you must make yourself..

You believe in original sin correct? Well what is original sin? Original sin is eating from the tree of knowledge. Would you live your life in ignorance? Are you comfortable in this day and age? Do you enjoy the pleasures of television, a cell phone, lights, heat, air conditioning, traveling, or antibiotics? None of those would be possible without knowledge, or those who defy the Church.

I may forgive, but I do not forget. I trust far too easily, but once it is broken it can take an eternity to regain it. Thus far, none have succeeded. Some have come close, but they still have not succeeded.

There is only the universe. God is the universe and the universe is god. That is what Jesus tried to tell you, but you will not listen. There is only knowledge and understanding. Evil deeds come from ignorance and misunderstanding.

This is madness. Someone must say something or the world is lost. We are strongest when we work together and weakest when we fight each other. I see so many connections, but I can not prove them with experiments. They simply feel right. And feelings count for nothing in this society nor in the religions of the world. Only compliance.

That part of your life is over. Let her go. It is not easy, I know from experience but you will find new people. Just try not to make the same mistakes again. It is far easier to keep old habits than to change. If you hurt any more of my friends you will pay a very expensive price.

If XXXXX is the one I am meant to marry, then let her come to me. I have given her too many chances. Every time I come home I say let’s hang out, or go to a movie. She says sure, and then does not follow through. We invite her over for dinner and she accepts, but doesn’t follow through. No more. Stop with the dreams. They confuse me.

So you’re saying that you can disrespect me as much as you want. Spit on me, curse me, tell me I’m wrong and that I’m going to hell but that as long as you live a “Christian” life and believe in Christ that you will be forgiven? WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We are speeding towards the abyss. If we do not turn back we will perish. We can not choose sides. We must learn all that there is about the universe. We are the universe. The universe made manifest. The body is just atoms. Molecules, tissue, organs, organ systems. But all of that is recycled. Reused completely. Energy as well is never lost. Never created. We have exactly the same amount of energy that there was millions of years ago. The only difference is the amount of people. Each body requires a soul. Each soul is a packet of energy.

When others do a foolish thing, you should tell them it is a foolish thing. They can still continue to do it, but at least the truth is where it needs to be.

Authority should never be used as a club

I am become gray. I stand between the darkness and the light. Between the candle and the star.

See to it that no one captivate you with an empty, seductive philosophy according to the elemental powers of the world and not according to Christ. (Colossians 2:8)
I ask you this: what can be more important than respect and honor in this world whether it be celestial or terrestrial?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How many must die before you realize the folly of your actions?

There are other ways. More reasonable ways but the extremists among us never see that. They would rather be martyrs to misinformation and old ways.

In ancient times to be Christian was the right thing to do. This aided in throwing off the yoke of polytheism which stemmed from parasites. There is only one god, the universe. What the Christians believe now, is merely another polytheism. The father, the son and the holy spirit. How can that not be construed as polytheism? You are not worshipping just one entity, but three separate though combined entities. A three part entity.

Faith and reason are like the shoes on your feet. You can go further with both than you can with just one.

Right now the best way to describe my life is “drift away” by dobie gray. There is too much animosity in this world. Nobody realizes that we must work together to survive. They all think that they’re way is the best way, the only way and that is just not the case. There is something we can learn from everyone. Just take a look at my music collection. It’s got a couple of rap songs, heavy metal, different languages, different eras. It encompasses nearly everything except for classical music.

I am become death, destroyer of worlds. I am become gray I stand between the darkness and the light. Between the candle and the star.

Valentine’s day can bite my ass and disappear for all I care right now.

The universe is god, and god is the universe. If you will not see that then I can not help you.

I am one of kind in this day and age; I am still a virgin. That is something I am proud of however. We are not animals, but humans. Only animals have sex as often as they can get it.

Damn it I can’t get her out of my mind. It doesn’t matter what I do, I just can’t get her out. Every time I see her, every time I see her online I can’t help it. Help me please, someone. Release me from this hell. I need closure, or a relationship w/ her. I don’t know what to do. I’ve tried spell working, I’ve tried prayer, I’ve tried talking to her about it. Nothing works.

You can die for your beliefs, but when you start killing for them you become the very thing that you were meant to change.

How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on when in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back? There are some things that time cannot mend some hurts that go too deep that have taken hold.

You promised to tell me what I wanted to know. You promised. That is something I take seriously, that is something you do not hinge on, back out of. You backed out. It is over. Unless you apologize and tell me that I am the only one. Meaning you start conversation. I have tried. Otherwise we are just friends. No benefits, just friends.

Fate will point the way? I have believed in fate, and right now it points to someone else. Trust is also important and I don’t trust that you will be there forever. You never answered the phone, you broke promises, you didn’t talk to me.

Because that’s what you did to me. And I’m tired of being hurt by others not knowing what to do.

GUYS.. tell me this: if you had a girl that just wanted to be with you, didn't want anything materialistic, just love, and looked perfect in your eyes, why would you throw her to the curb and not think twice about it::: well if you’re referring to me, then I have thought twice about it. I have thought at least 5 times. And every time it turns out the same, you throw me to the curb.

By now everyone should know that I don’t like telling people what to do. I never have. I have tried to stay out of the spotlight. People should know the difference between right and wrong. It’s depressing how few people actually know however. Respect, trust, honor, faith, reason. These are the staples of what we need, but they have disappeared. What ever happened to the child’s innocence in each of us? It has been torn apart by fear.

We are tearing ourselves apart. If we do not rethink our society soon it will implode and take the entire planet with us.

The sky is falling, the sky is falling.
No one listens
The sky is falling, the sky is falling.
No one listens
The sky is falling, the sky is falling
Everyone dies.
How many must die before we listen to the planet?
How many must die before we trust one another?
How many must die before we respect one another?
How many must die?

Here I stand,
on the edge of the abyss.
Questions and doubts pile up.
They threaten to tear me apart.
What do I do?
What do I say?
I am afraid of the past.
Afraid of the future.
All I have is what I am.
One foot in the realm of science
The other in the realm of magick.
And faith in the universe.

What price is too high for enlightenment?
What price is too high for advancement?
What price is too high for knowledge?
Knowledge can only get us so far.
If everyone does not understand then it is a lost cause.
As long as people prey on each other we will perish.
When does the price become too high?
We have come too far too fast.
We have lost the way.

That is what happens when you devalue human life. When you believe human life has no more meaning. When you demonize somebody else. All life is sacred. Be it man, woman, or child. Be it straight, bisexual, lesbian, transsexual, or gay. Be it old or young.

19 months exactly and two people I’ve known. One that has taught me how to live, and one that helped me though he did not know it. When will the pain end?
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