Wrong

[dragons82]

Where did it all go wrong? What should i do? Its been over a year and and I'm still being blown by the wind. I'm leaving for deployment in a week and i don't care, is that wrong? I don't even know why I'm writing this on here for everyone to read. I really need to get back on track, fuck the fright train that derailed me and get back. ahhhh fuck it

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[harrowing_grace]

Maybe you're posting here because you know there are some of us hanging around that care about you, even if we don't see you all the time?

Please please please be safe. As crappy as it is without her here, it would be even crappier minus you.

[italianchica47]

I've been reading your post over and over again since you wrote it. I wanted to leave a comment, but just couldn't seem to put the right words together.

Thank you Erica for posting, because for as simply as you put it, you're absolutely right.

I'm really happy that you posted this Erich. You're so strong for posting this and letting your feelings come out. We care so much about you Erich. Our lives aren't the same without Becki around, and they'd certaintly be worse if you weren't either. Stay strong, be safe. We all love you, and we're all going to miss you. Just hold on and stay in there.

Everyday that's passed since Becki's death I've struggled. I don't know what I would do if I were to lose Ricky. But you've proved to me that even though it's fucking hard as all hell to lose the one you love...it's still possible to pull through. For this, I thank you. For this, you're a role model. For this, you're the strongest person I know.

Love you Erich. Be safe.