This is me, I think.
Hey guys, I don't really post that much anymore, not sure why. I'm not intentionally ignoring LiveJournal, I suppose I haven't had much time. Oh well. I suppose I could separate this into chunks in the form of small cuts. They're going to be small because I don't really feel like typing that much, and I'm tired.
Nights suck. I hate them. They are the worst part of the day. I hate the night. Well, maybe I should be a bit more fair. I hate the stillness and the quiet of the night. I hate being alone at night. I hate being alone in general, but during the day I can go to a public place and read, and at least feel like I'm not alone. But at night I can't. At night I'm stuck here in my dorm, surfing the net, checking places for things that I know aren't going to be there. I'm just tired of being alone. That doesn't make me emo, does it? I mean, I hear about other people, and about how they're relationships are going awesome, I help people with their relationships are in trouble, but when do I get a chance to go through that once more? I just want to not be alone. I know there are going to be a few of you who are going to go "what the crap, Jackson?!?!" because of this, but, meh. I'm just sick of being lonely.
I took up Fencing the other day. It was fun. We just worked on footwork, the basic stance, forward and backwards movement. I'm going back Monday to officially join the club. The instructor was nice, I was a bit awkward, but it worked out, he was patient and wasn't like, evil or anything. I ran into some people who I haven't seen in a few weeks while I was there, too. I'm hoping to keep in touch with them. I'm looking forward to seeing where this goes.
I'm going to the Wool Fest this weekend, I'll be there Saturday from 1 'til whenever Amber decides to leave. Give me a call if you're going and would like to meet up, you guys all know my number.
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Nights suck. I hate them. They are the worst part of the day. I hate the night. Well, maybe I should be a bit more fair. I hate the stillness and the quiet of the night. I hate being alone at night. I hate being alone in general, but during the day I can go to a public place and read, and at least feel like I'm not alone. But at night I can't. At night I'm stuck here in my dorm, surfing the net, checking places for things that I know aren't going to be there. I'm just tired of being alone. That doesn't make me emo, does it? I mean, I hear about other people, and about how they're relationships are going awesome, I help people with their relationships are in trouble, but when do I get a chance to go through that once more? I just want to not be alone. I know there are going to be a few of you who are going to go "what the crap, Jackson?!?!" because of this, but, meh. I'm just sick of being lonely.
I took up Fencing the other day. It was fun. We just worked on footwork, the basic stance, forward and backwards movement. I'm going back Monday to officially join the club. The instructor was nice, I was a bit awkward, but it worked out, he was patient and wasn't like, evil or anything. I ran into some people who I haven't seen in a few weeks while I was there, too. I'm hoping to keep in touch with them. I'm looking forward to seeing where this goes.
I'm going to the Wool Fest this weekend, I'll be there Saturday from 1 'til whenever Amber decides to leave. Give me a call if you're going and would like to meet up, you guys all know my number.
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