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[dragonsmoon]

Why do I do that to myself? argh! Just to test and see if I can get a rise out of myself or if it still has as big of impact on me now as it did 6 months ago. My heart still does that pitter pat thing that I can't get rid of even if I'm just dreaming or have a flutter of a thought. I don't want it anymore. Never again for you. Make it stop. I

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[poetictear]

I cant say that I know exactly how much you loved him. But I know how you feel. Unfortunately for you, you actually do run into him, I never run into mine.
That doesnt mean it wont happen and the idea scares me and thrills me.
Love is a pain in the ass, but I think that it would hurt more to not know it. If you want to just talk about it out loud to get it off your chest then call me! I will try my damndest not to say anything at all.
I love you ash!
Ali

Talk to her...talk to her...

[silenthought]

I have only my dreams...but still, I have something, and I spread my dreams under your feet. Tread softly, for you tread on my dreams.

[blueyedchik]

i'm sorry that he has hurt you so bad. don't let that ruin you. find something from it and use it to make you stronger. a task that is eaiser said than done, i know.

i'm glad that you are writing again. and i am glad that you are coming here on saturday! see you then, smile even if you don't want to, it will make it hurt less.