yet another rant

[dragonsphynx]

Why do I feel so empty? I know I'm loved but what does that mean? I need a break from all this turmoil. It seems as soon as I start to feel better I get hit harder and then get stuck to think about it for way to long. Anyone please help. I need somewhere I can feel safe and be myself. Wait why do I even bother to ask when no one ever even

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[pixieprincess04]

What are you fighting Chase, yourself or the issues at hand in your life? It seems you are fighting both, and if you are, then let up on yourself a little, and let the truth come out. If you're holding it in, any of it, then it's not doing you any good, its only pushing you closer and closer to the brink. Where is God in all this? Have you asked him to help you with your burden? He's standing right there, with his hand out stretched to help you, to take this burden off you

[littlepine89]

Chase... i know exactly how you feel because i feel the exact same way... and it sucks.. it really does... people go around saying they love you, and that it will get better, yet you feel like, theres no way out, and everyone loving you means nothing. because in the long run, you dont know if they really will and stuff... shit happens and you have to deal with it... i know thats really crappy advice.. but its the truth.. its just something that ive come to realize overtime, that theres really nothing that can be done, and that u just have to trudge through it... just remember that i am here for you if u ever need to talk or vent... keeping it inside does nothing, and though it might not necessarially help, i just put that option out there for u cuz u always put it out there for me. i love you chase. and what that means is that im here for u just like ur here for me.

[casey487]

chase, ill be here for you if you need to talk or just vent oranything, and i mean it. i really do love and care about you, youre an awesome friend and i wanna get to know you better. im sorry if i dont show it much...and ironically ive been having the same problem, i havent been feeling loved, or like i shouldnt be loved or something, but at the same time i guess im not showing my friends how much i love them. youre awesome chase, even more so the more i get to know you and i wanna get to know you a lot more. but even so, ill be here for you. things just wouldnt be the same without chase, youre just awesome. =)