Curled up like a burnt leaf.

[dragoshijournal]

I've gone through such a large step back in my maturity. When my father died, My confidence went with him. I've been going through the days one by one, really not sure of anything. I'm so full of "I don't know"s and "If you want to"s that my opinion amongst those I converse with has become near irrelavant. I go about the day, curled up in the fetal

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[brakblake]

My answer is that while seeing a counselor (thanks for having it spelled...I would have messed it up so badly XD....LOL.) MIGHT be a good thing. it is probably not the right thing to do. Especially if you have so much confidence in yourself, in knowing what is the right thing to do. ^_^ As for myself...I'm suffering from my own bout of "lack-of-self-confidence" at the moment. (And yet I dont quite have the same father figure that you seem to have). I think this calls for a posting later! ^_^