I know i'm a retard guys. You may think i'm oblivious to that, but im not. oh well, what else would i do. atleast i can set an example of "things not to do". :)

this is taken from part of a thing i wrote. i don't put the rest in, cuz i like to keep some things to myself, for no reason, and cuz the content of it. some people might be over sensitive to it, because of recent suicides, or what have you ( Read more... )

so much thinking. i'm not even getting anwhere with it, and i'm not even sure where i'm trying to get. its like somewhat subconsiously i'm trying to find an answer to something, but i'm not sure what. i have an idea what it seems to be about, cuz its all i been thinking about. it's strange though, i'm not thinking anything specific of it. ( Read more... )

Well damn. If someone else told me the story, i don't think i'd believe them, honestly. it was so random. nothing seemed to lead up to it. it made no sense, and it still doesn't. this shit only happens to me. i'm not much of a fan of that ( Read more... )

well i been up now for almost three days. but its back to work tomorrow. only three hours though. that was indeed the way thanksgiving always should've been and that is how it was before, when i was 16, and oddly enough, i was the happiest ive ever been in my life. ive never had more fun, and experiences. i dont regret a thing about it as far ( Read more... )

i wonder where all this work is going to lead. way i see it is i'll either make just enough to get somewhere with it, or nowhere at all and there will be no point to working that hard and still not make enough to get anywhere with it. all or nothing type thing. why try so hard, yeah i make a few extra bucks, but would it be worth all the stress, ( Read more... )

If you want to lose weight--or at least not get fat--the easy way, go to bed. It turns out that people who sleep too little have a much higher risk for obesity, reports The Associated Press. A very large study from Columbia University and St. Luke's-Roosevelt Hospital in New York has found a surprisingly strong link between the amount of sleep ( Read more... )

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hmmm... so i keep getting more hours at work, cuz since i worked there, atleast 1 person gets fired a week. today someone else got fired, and somehow i keep getting all the fired ppls hours, which is good. ummm i got a second job, $8/hr, under the table, packing shit at the warehouse for ebayness. hopefully after christmas i can maybe start ( Read more... )