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draino

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Aug 26, 2004 15:49

today i saw a dead girl with her eyes open. in the ICU unit of Eden Hospital in Castro Valley, CA i saw death. it was brutally clear that i was not looking at a human. her eyes were open. her eyes were open. her eyes were open. there was no respect to be paid. i will not spend my emotions for deaths benefit. i give my heart to the person that was ( Read more... )

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_______nuncora August 26 2004, 17:25:34 UTC

i miss you.

I am fighting against it. seppuku_files August 27 2004, 01:40:51 UTC

I expect nothing less from you.

I know you're sleeping right over there, and I kind of want to wake you up and thank you again. This was hard as fuck, and it meant so fucking much that you came with me to see her. I don't want to do that to anyone that I love, and have them standing over me in a hospital bed, trying to get their heads around the idea of me taking my own life.

Like I said earlier today, I do understand.
Like I said earlier today, they're not going to take me without a fight.

Thank you. I love you. Wake me up when you get up.

slippages_ August 29 2004, 12:32:02 UTC

there is more than enough tenderness

you're full of it. i'm sorry for your pain.

luckyroo August 30 2004, 11:08:19 UTC

hey, it's Heather. Took me awhile to find you, but I added you.

Thanks for bein around, it was good to meet you. I only wish it were under different circumstances. I heard it was your birthday, hope it was good.
Take care. :o)

draino August 31 2004, 09:45:55 UTC

thanks for adding me and birthday wishes and such. i had ed put a tattoo on me on my bday. so yeah it was a good day.
i'm back in ohio now, but i'll probably be out there again in a few months for a longer stint...so i'll probably see you around. take care of yourself and edwin. and let him take care of you. you all are good folks, i'm sorry that this shit had to go down like that.

"You just don't listen. I'm not coming back this way." seppuku_files December 2 2004, 21:16:30 UTC

"Someday, you're gonna die, just like someday I'm gonna die. But until then, YOU FIGHT LIKE HELL TO STAY ALIVE, YOU GET THIS!?"

Stunt Rock - "Things That Turn Into The Exact Opposite Of What You Want"

from the album: REGRET 2 (The Musical)