I don't eat much, actually, I never eat. And now I noticed some consequences, my heart pounding way too hard sometimes, feeling dizzy, and so on. The thing is, I don't feel the need to eat something, and that's my problem, now I have to force myself to eat. I weigh 55 kilo's now, that's about 121 lbs, and I'm really tall, 1,85 meters, so I'm really ( Read more... )

I had the worst dream ever. I dreamed I had a bleeding nose, and at the same time something in my mouth that bled (dunno if I spelled it correct =p). It felt horrible, I almost choked in my dream, and it felt so real . However, I did sleep well, and tomorrow is my last day, then I'm free woohoo, nine weeks ( Read more... )

I hate fucking school, and this damned heat *gasps*. I get headaches from these temperatures ><. I'm feeling terrible, arrggh. And the test at school went okay, it was tough. Altough I studies for hours, I just knoow I don't have an A or something. WEll, enough about school, I've written more guitar tabs, and I'm going to practice this saturday _O_ ( Read more... )

hahaha I've counted my lyrics and tabs I've written.....77 muwhahahha

Well today sucks, I've got great marks YEAH. And this saturday I'm going to practice with the band.

I hate it, so confusing. Joanna is really nice when I speak her on Msn, but when I speak her at school, well I don't, I don't seem to get to her. I don't know what to do...Maybe making her upset was the best idea, but I sent her a email, and said sorry (why, i'm such a daft cow ( Read more... )

I'm so stupid, yesterday, I was trying to learn, because I have a week with every day a test. We had a break, and starting blowing little, erm, how do you call them...arrows at his window (sharp little arrows, and a blowgun or something, don't now the word). And I tried to get an arrow through the top of my finger, just for the fun, but I ended up ( Read more... )

Alone ( Read more... )

Woooooh I just love my father. Now he started talking about me not being social, and he looked like he was going to hit me with his fist. Very scary indeed. Well, not that I change myself, now he did this (again). And I did homework all day, Maarten, Enno and I have to make something for Dutch, and it sucks. Surely some dickhead has made this ( Read more... )

Well, today was kinda boring, at school I watched Gundam Seed, on Maarten's Palmtop, damn that thing is so cool. And I had a test, german...hopefully it went okay. After school I went into town, with Maarten, I wanted to buy a gamecube game, Roque Squadron II. I sold Shenmue 2 and Rallisport Challenge for it, they gave me only six euros a piece for ( Read more... )

Today was a really boring day, did nothing, only made one new scène for my flash movie. And Melanie was online in the afternoon, but I couldn't manage to get a go on the computer, because my sisters were first, and stayed on it for about three hours, then Melanie was gone. And I actually did homework, no not everything, at least I did something. ( Read more... )