So the building's empty...and im still here. that's sort of how im feeling at the moment - just kind of ... existing ... and everything else is just temporary. friendships, relationships. all just very temporary ( Read more... )

i didnt get accepted into clarion.

thank goodness.

- Sean

definately spent a little too much money this weekend...

lol...

lunch
dinner
atm
gas

= waaaayyyyyyy too much.

need to deposit money tomorrow. that'll be exciting.

so - they released the names for the top 27 seniors of 2007. I'm reminded of the conversations ive had where people who do everything under the sun are recognized for it again and again...of this list i know...20 of the 27 of them. I mean...c'mon, right? 20 of the top 27? and i bet if i facebooked the ones i "dont" know, i would have known them. ( Read more... )

I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind ( Read more... )

kinda tired. it was a good night though

went for a walk - to fox park, played on the swings, and then wound up down at the ropes course.

i love having friends.

oh, and i picked up 2 CDs - Dean Fields. im hoping i can bleed them to finish off my independant study.

and with that, my vision's going blurry - time for bed.

night all.

- Sean

it's probably high past time i put down an actual post in here instead of snippets here and there when im feeling particularly frustrated ( Read more... )

it's been a year - and i find that amazing - how things have both changed and how they havent changed.

that was the best night of my life thus far. some day i want to go there again, build a fire, watch the stars.

- Sean

oh how i love 4am fire alarms. to whoever pulled the 3rd floor station - i hope you get ghonnoreah.

- Sean

im at work - and it dawned on me that he's leaving in the next 48 hours.

I almost started crying.

God i need a life.

And i still want you to call me...i dont want things to end this way.

- Sean