argh!
frustration

this is strange for me
my old self-defeting habits die
and new self-destroying habits form
in a way
i think this is alot better
cause, ya know
im still me

you know how they say bad things come in 3s?
thats bullshit
it comes in multiples of 10

my world is slowly filling with sick irony

Its ironic
my monologue is all about denial

this one will be different
this one aint goin out without a fight

for a year ive kept these habits down
and i plan on keeping it that way

....everyone loves an underdog story

you swallow
and everything seems to collapse in on itself
leaves you feeling sick

fuckin monolouge ( Read more... )

Shooting an apple off someones head without damaging the apple
with a rather large gun
seems like a task almost impossible
or at least to those who concern themselves with the apple
shoot the person
its that simple

* Abasiophilia: love of (or sexual attraction to) people who use leg braces or other orthopaedic appliances ( Read more... )

Face value means nothing
this,
this is really nice

what i want so badly to be real
may just be quite the opposite
some times you gotta just take things for face value
and it sucks
balls