Changing step

[drama_luver]

But mostly I hate myself, and my inability to ever say what I really mean, or to open up to anyone. My anxieties and neuroses. I hate that little voice in my head that is CONSTANTLY telling me what I can't do, that I'm not good enough, not pretty enough, not smart enough.

I had a whole entry written, but that's the only part that survived my

Comments

[crucifiedcondom]

I think the voice in your head and the voice in my head are in cahoots.

Damn voices.

There are times when I just get sick of everyone. I find all the little things that bother me about every single person.

Then that little voice kicks in, and it just makes it worse.

If you ever just wanna chat it up, for any reason, then give 657-8571 a try. You can wake me up at any time of the morning, I get a kick out of it.

Nihilistic, narcissistic, jingoistic, idealistic, and so damn cute,
Josh

[drama_luver]

I may have to take you up on that some time.
And if the voices are in cahoots, then perhaps we can strike up a rebellion?

[snowbiz620]

I had so much fun with you and everyone else last night-i just might have to pack you so you can come with me this summer. *muah*

[anonymous]

LIAR! you open up to people! you open up to me. yes- when you get up you can go a little over board, but most of the time you do say what needs to be said and it comes out perfect. You are gorgeous- have you looked in the mirror lately? Smart- don't even get me started or else i'm afraid i'll never stop. You're amazing Mindy and don't ever doubt it!
the play- you will have fun no matter what you decide. unless your decision is to sit on your ass at home- not a good decision by the way.
And no this is not a sympathetic comment! i have no sympathy for you. i was simply correcting you because much of what you said and probably much more of your "deleted rampage" was full of lies. Don't lie to yourself! EVER! promise me that.
And no i will not keep it to myself. You can't tell me what to do so don't try.
I love you Mindy Brown!!

[drama_luver]

who is this?

[anonymous]

do i have to tell you?

[drama_luver]

Lyssa Wilson, you whore.
I love you too.