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[drama_queen3750]

The boy and I made it thru my panic. In fact I feel like we're doing better than before. He surprises me all the time. I love him very much and I believe him when he tells me he loves me. Thats kind of huge. It is not the relationship I could have ever pictured myself in for so many reasons but it is so exactly what I've wanted in other ways

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[kat0ninetales]

I'm glad you're feeling better about the boy. And I know what you mean about the housework/depression/letting shit slide. It's a pretty much constant struggle for me. I hate living messy, but making myself have the motivation is hard.

Plus, my kids are messy terrors. :)

[anomalemily]

I definitely have too much clothing. I am hoping to do some purging of my own. There is constant fear in my life of becoming a hoarder. I wrote about it. Well, it was "about" the Collyer brothers. I've been trying to form it into something for slam. We'll see.

I can tell you that I love living with people. I can say it until I am blue in the face, but that doesn't mean that you are meant to like it. I had some difficult living arrangements too, but I still believe in shared space. Living with these poet folks has absolutely improved me as a writer and made me push myself harder as a professional poet. It's good.

I wish you all the best in the move.

I also wish you faith in love. ALWAYS. Trust is hard, but you deserve to be loved... hard.

kisses from here and I'll see you soonish!