Hey hey ( Read more... )

so rafael left today. It sucks soooo bad! I didn't get to see him before i went to community service though. I went to his house to give him the letter i wrote him..but he wasn't there..instead i gave it to his step mom. But he called while i was in community service and i got to talk to him for like 20 min or so. Then he called when his plane ( Read more... )

woot my new journal is the shit!! yeah it is

so the last few weeks have been pretty good..i'll tell you the highlights since i haven't been writing what's been going on recently ( Read more... )

i don't remember what day it was ( Read more... )

mmm...don't u just love the smell of new colors. I know i do..kinda smells like vanilla. Yes..cause thats my favorite..after coconut of course. Tehe..well yeah i think i like these colors..not sure tho..if they're changed the next time u look at them then i guess you know that i didn't like them that much ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated in awhile...lol i've had plenty of time. But anywho..the past couple of days have been great! I dont regret anything that was done nor do i think i should..but if u wanna be "disappointed" or "surprised" in me then go for it..b/c jeez..learn how to have fun..you only live once. ANYWAY ( Read more... )

something's wrong...i dont know what it is..and its not with me. But something is wrong..i can feel it in my bones. Idk what's happening. I find myself breathing harder and idk...maybe i'm just over-reacting or something..whatever it is, i really don't know. I just hope the outcome doesn't turn out to what i'm thinking in my head ( Read more... )

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TERESA ANN BIRD!! WOOOOOOOOO

I <3 U! and my honey bunches too! ;-)

ahh i hate not being able to be happy. I love being able to be the girl that's smiling all the time..or idk. Bleh..but today and yesterday just have not been good days. but no need to dwell on the past..its all over and done with and we all make mistakes that we'd rather not make. So for now i can't wait until tomorrow..1. because it WILL be a ( Read more... )