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Time is strange
You know how when you get older and time seems to zip on through. Months go by in a week, days within hours? Time right now is kinda...wobbly. It's not even been a week since he left, but it feels much longer then that. The thing is, I'm not wigging out, or obsessing. At least not too much. I'm still making myself go out of the dorm all the time ( Read more... ) -
Fabulous to Frog
Yesterday was one of the most fantastic days I have had all summer! I went to the beach with Amweg, Janna, and Manda. We went to Pt. Pleasant beach, after having a pancake breakfast at Amweg's home. Of course on the way there we got lost twice, but the ride was so much fun! We listened to such fantastic music, all from the 90's lol. When we got to ( Read more... ) -
Dashing of into new horizons
Holy Moly,
The past couple of weeks have been non-stop college geared. I got all, or at least most of my stuff for my dorm room, thanks to the help of my dear Janna and a Very intersting saleswoman who mad the entire thing very funny. And I must give myself a pat on the back. I have discvoered a way to makes sure my father doesn't fuck me over with ( Read more... ) -
Swish goes the wind
Lol, that actually has nothing whatsoever to do with this journal. I love how friends can just make u happy. Like just knowing that my friends care about me, brings such a huge smile to my face. So today I had off and was looking at all these things for college. I am so freaking excited for this. I am sick and tired of yardley PA. Time to expand ( Read more... ) -
Forget the past
For whatever reason, I have been missing my ex. I know that I shouldn't, but I do. For a long time I believed that it was all my fault that we broke up. But after some time I remembered just how much of an ass he is and how he was never there for me. I think I miss him because I see so many of my friends in relationships and very happy in them. ( Read more... ) -
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Sooo sleepy. And drained and tired. But I'm ok.
I've been kinda depressed this past week. I'm better now though, I got to see my new cousin Gabriella. She's so tiny! She's not even 3 months old yet. Babies seem to make everything better.I dont care what people say about how they can be accidents or what not. There is nothing like that feeling you ( Read more... ) -
Hurt
I cannot believe how hurt I am. He said to me that he didnt want me to believe that there was no chance for us. That he wanted to get to know me better as friends, and spend time with me. Yet in the past month there has been no hanging out, no real conversations, at least not the ones that I wish for. He has a girlfriend, yes it's official and more ( Read more... ) -
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La de dah
I really should be doing work right now...or I should be watching my friend Mike's Jazz concert. But...I'm not instead I'm bullshitting with Mark in the library. Sometimes you just can't concentrate. And I can't push myself to do any more work.
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Mortification
This was one of the dumbest things I have allowed myself to do.
1)Im sick, my voice is sore as hell and I sound like granite
2)Im on my period; emotional, bloated, and headache
3) DIDNT Practice my speech
4) Forgot my powerpoint
5) Didnt go in the correct order of my speech, which was going to kick ass and I worked really really really really hard on
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