It's Saturday.. I love Saturdays... I got 2 hours of sleep yeah!! Yesterday was fun. Me and Robin went to Haverhill to see Rob, Erica, Beaner, and Zach. It was fun. we watched part of Austin Powers Goldmember.. I love Goooooolld. I'm in a wierd mood today. so I figured out how to not get depressed and acquire a feeling of worthlessness in school... ( Read more... )

I feel better yay back to school yay... wait wait, just caught in the loop ( Read more... )

I think i finally kicked this stupid stomach bug...yay... anywhoo whats up....hmmm nothin much...just staring at the 5 foot iccles hanging off of my house...fun,fun,fun, Just waiting for emilee to finish with her financial aid stuff and then we're going to AC Moore to buy rainbow hemp string so i can make bracelets for a bunch of people. Nothin ( Read more... )

It's 1:30 in the morning.
No one I know is online.
Everyone in my family is asleep in their beds.
School is out of my mind.
Work is no where to be found.
The drama of life seems so far away now.
Just me and my thoughts.
Alone.
Peace at last.
Until the dawn of a new day.
Hope is reborn.

wow way to be obsessed with icons...thanx jen!!
P.S. does anyone have an extra password, i gave my last to Andy and I my friend Robin desperately wants one. thanx

Today wasn't that bad, except for the whole stomach bug part ack. I hung out wityh em, bill bakas and ross, and listened to Tom Petty which is always fun. I went out to dinner with my dad which was wierd, and then hung out with robin, emilee, jess and dylan, drove around and listened to music. a wicxked relaxing day i must say...no school...no work ( Read more... )

Hello Hello I have to work today...no fun..cause im gonna miss a meeting at Jen'shouse and I wanna go...even though I know if I did I'djust feel bad, because for some reason the peole who i used to go to for somfort have this insatiable thirst to make me feel like crap, things like writing stories about how bad I'm "messing up" and comments like " ( Read more... )

I finaally feel better! It's been a while since I could even function and I finally feel better. but now it sux because no one believes me when i say that i feel better, and i feel that the damage ive caused is unfixable. when i felt bad i didnt have a problem having friends that didnt care about anything, and had no hopes and dreams, but now that ( Read more... )

I just dont understand why people just have to lash out at other people. I mean if your gonna yell at someone or acuse them of something, tell it to their faces so it can be resolved. This going around "annonymously" and posting mean comments to MY (Jen and Heather) friends is pissing me off. You have a problem? bring it to me ok ( Read more... )

hmm just to let some of you know i AM still alive. I have had no...yes no... timne to do anything besides school and work. I mean I havent even had time to fricking go on my computer AAAGGGHHh stressfull. So now I have two jobs which is awesome cause I have fat cash... but i have none in savings... whoops. anyways. I found out a lot of stuff over ( Read more... )