hey just hang in there i kno i wasnt there on SUNDAY NITE.. i got sick.. so newayz.. i will HAYL.. or call me b4 wed.. nite.. newayz.. luv ya bye

hey guys

so last nite was horrible. i cried so hard last nite at the revival. i wanted so badly to talk to mrs. melinda, but i just cant do that to her. im tired of dropping my problems off on other ppl. i need to be able to handle things on my own but i cant....gosh so tired of it all....just wana.. i just wana.. well i dont know what i really ( Read more... )

so im worried about a friend and our relationship well, actually two of my relationships. first, nacho. he is starting to bug me. i want him to stay as far away as possible lately and i dont know why. maybe its cause i want him to be a little more mature or what but he is bugging me then. and then there is my other friend who shall remain  nameless ( Read more... )

ok so this weekend i had a carwash w/ my youth group to earn money for camp. was awesome. raised $216. pretty good for 5hours. my neck is so sunburned, though, that it is blistering. but its all good so i went to fair saturday nite after the carwash w/ the mom and my lil bro and his friend which really sucked cause the fair is only fun when you get ( Read more... )

I love you.. and so does God... God loves everyone !**!*!*!*

reading lizzies post made me think. i just want to say uys that this is my journal and i use it to vent sometimes just ignore my rantings there is nothing seriously wrong with me i just had to get things off my chest

ok so im depressed and i sould prolly go to talk to someone about it instead of just venting to  my friends, but ya know what, i dont feel like. no instead ill just vent here. ok first, i went throught another carmen thing, but its over and it would be a waste of my time to write it down here, but it still makes me upset that  i cant get a guy ( ( Read more... )

tommy

i love you so much. why did you feel that you had to do this. i know you didnt succed but you still hurt so many people by just attempting it. if you needed someone to talk to, you could have called me. i would have listened. there is never any reason to kill yourself. its not fair to me or the rest of our friends, yourself, or God.  ( Read more... )

ok so jessi, jesse mcCartney is going to be on kids choice awards, not sure if i told you

ok, so somebody got me a nintendo wrist sweat band thingy for my b-day and i love it. i aslo got a lava lamp from candace and a lovingly sappy note from steph( LUV YA CHICK)  and an amazing pic of nacho in a kilt singing irish tavern songs while wearing a ( Read more... )

JUST remembered something..
Have a nice day..
haha.. yea.. bye