My cousin, whom I often refer to as my sister, made me a book with these words in it. They meant a lot to me, and for all who read this, I want these same things for you ( Read more... )

So here's what I want to know.. Why is it that some people are intentionally mean? Really, if you know what you say is going to hurt someones feelings, or offend them, why would you say that? Please, if you have a problem with me, tell me. Do not go in your livejournal and make me look like a slut. Not only am I offended, my feelings are hurt ( Read more... )

So I think I need to explain myself.. Lindsay this is for you ( Read more... )

Welll.. my mother is starting to get pissed at me. haha What's new? Anyways, she's like why do you answer your phone at night? lol.. Cause it rings. She says I don't sleep enough blah blah blah. Ok mom, if I could sleep in the first place, I wouldn't be awake to hear it ring. Also if it bothered me, I would turn my phone off. So the dispute ( Read more... )

Generally speaking I hate it when I can't sleep. But last nite it didn't really bother me. I had a lot to think about. I also had someone to talk to.. it's good knowing I'm not the only one laying in bed wide awake at 1:30 in the morning ( Read more... )

So here's the scoop ( Read more... )

...it’s just too late, nothing lasts forever, I’m sorry I can’t be perfect ( Read more... )

There are times when you must do what you don't want to.. this happens to be one of those times. I've talked it over with others, and I've thought it over again and again.. and well, I have things I need to do for me. Right now, I need to do what makes me happy. At this point in time I'm not happy, and I'm willing to do what needs to be done to ( Read more... )

So things are slowly getting back to normal. My dad informed me today that I never was normal.. how true. Anyways, I went to the doctor today and he said all is good. I am allowed to do what I feel up to doing, and of course what the parentals allow me to do. School and work here I come. I'm excited to get back to doing things because I have ( Read more... )

I'm hoping in the end this will all make sense, but for now, it's chaos. I see the writing on the walls.. but I'm just starting to read it.. and I hate what it says. It shouldn't be this way ( Read more... )