i hate life... kind of

[dramanerd22]

I miss RCPC(rockland childrens psychiatric center), kind of. i miss some people, one in particular. i met a boy who's name is jonathan(jay). we got to talking and he's so incredibly wonderful, and with my luck, i leave. i mean, i'm happy to be out and what not, but this happens all the freaking time!!! i meet someone who could be sooooo good for me

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[flug]

hey Ashley-

I don't want to be the idiot who thinks she knows everything you're going through but really has no clue. But I just wanted to say that if you ever feel like it, when you're too tired to pretend, you can talk to me about whatever I will never feel uncomfortable with whatever you say. I know you're probably so sick of talking about yourself after being in the ward but i just know that I always wished I had someone who wouldn't be weirded out by my abnormalities, if I was to say what was really on my mind. So, there you have it...it'd just be nice to share that part of life with someone who's been there.

[dramanerd22]

thank you soooo much julia. your party was a kick ass time! it's exactly what i needed and i appreciate you inviting me. yea i am a lil tired about telling what happened when i need to, but if i'm in the mood to talk about it, it doesn't bother me. thank you.

[everywakinghour]

i think lehigh valley is about 2 hours away. i went to play a concert there once at lehigh unuversity.

[xmellymelx]

Hey Ash...Sorry I haven't been on and my away message has been up...I've been REALLY busy with finals (my last final was today)...I've been trying to see if your mom has been on to see if I could get that number again because I couldn't find it (I think the cat might have knocked it in the garbage or something) but I haven't seen her on. But it's good that you're back now. If you want to hang out, just let me know when...I won't be busy anymore cuz today was my last day of finals (WOOT WOOT!) I hope things work out with you and this boy situation or whatever you wanna call it. lol. Anyway, this is becoming a book, so just let me know, okay?

xoxoxox
+mEL+

[dramanerd22]

thanks. i'm ok now. getting stable. i was thinking about coming for maybe a day or so right after x-mas day. is that ok? my dad can drive me or maybe we can meet somewhere in the middle. i miss you guys sooooooooo much and i'm really looking forward to seeing all of you!!! what's it been? almost a year? a little over? so yea, give me your feedback and we'll make it definate. love you all xoxoxoxox