god do i hate life...

[dramanerd22]

Why is it that when ever life starts looking up and my sun starts peeking through the dark clouds, that something happens and it winds up raining on me? Life sucks. Period. I'm fed up. I can't deal with it anymore. I don't want to deal with it anymore. I have no friends. I have no boyfriend. I suck at school. I can't do music. I hate everything. I

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[obscurelemming]

give me a call (after nine) or give me your number so we can chat. 845-820-0165. I love you.
-Jenny-

[ditzygal167]

ashley...i consider you a great friend and i just want you to know that im here for ya whenever where ever. Give up for now and collect yourself..but in the end...never give up!! (i tend to do that a lot)

[xmellymelx]

I feel like that sometimes. A LOT actually. It's just like, when stuff starts going right, something ALWAYS happens and it always gets screwed up. Is that kind of how you feel? You're not alone, Ash. My friends went away to college. And I don't have a boyfriend either (you know my whole situation). But when you think about all of the bad things, think about the good things too. Think about the friends that you DO have. Some people have NO friends at all, and they're hermits locked up inside of their room (thank god you're not like that, i'd smack ya lol). Some people have no family left. Some people haven't smiled for YEARS. So if you smile one time for one day, at least you just got one smile, or one laugh in. Surround yourself with things you love. ANd you don't suck at music. I've heard you play, and you're really good, so stop saying that. Sorry I'm sounding all emotional-istic and you're probably like, why is she spamming up my journal with this shit, but you know i care about you, and i've been there (and i