ok so yea... things havent been too good. i dont wanna be here anymore. why cant i grow wings and fly away to new hampshire?? or somewhere where i'd be loved and can love someone in return. i cant love here, its forbidden. i need a way to escape. i need to express my emotions before they build up inside me and i pop like a big balloon ( Read more... )

Wow, today was... blank ( Read more... )

Well, this week falls into the WORST week catagory ever!! This is how my week went ( Read more... )

The first week of school ( Read more... )

Yeah well ( Read more... )

Lets see ( Read more... )

Addicted to Your Game

I see you standing there                                                                                                       Waiting for me to notice                                                                                                           That you've changed your ways ( Read more... )

Yeah, not too sure what's up with me lately. I hope i'm slipping again... i need to get myself outta this NOW!!! AAAHHHH!!! What the hell is causing me to feel like every second i'm alive is a pure waste of time??!! I can't figure it out!! And it's incredibly terrible at night. BLAH ( Read more... )

Man oh man!!! I must be the worst daughter in the world!!! I completely forgot that my mom's b-day was today!!! She's 37 i think. But yeah, i spent the night at sara's and today my mom called me and was like, "whats today's date??" and i'm like, "OH SHIT!!! It's your b-day!!!" I feel so terrible. I should be taken out to the middle of the indian ( Read more... )

Yeah so... my last entry was a waste of space... i'm just chillen at le casa de shatt. Wouldn't it be great if you had a manslave?? ;) Thats all i have to say for now.