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[dramaqueen029]

i am in such a weird place right now. i miss taylor soooo much, but there is something in my head saying that if i call him or something he will think i am bothering him too much, and he will break up with me. so i dont. so i wait for him to call me. but it seems like our schedules are ALWAYS off. whenever he calls earlier in the night i am out

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i'm crying

[anonymous]

becka, its wes.....while i was reading that, i started to cry. this is almost exactly everything i'm going through with a few slight differences. but essentially the exact same and it's killing me. i cry myself to sleep too and def. sick of it. i just want to feel special, i liek those things that your sisters have, phone calls just to say hi and thinking about you and little text messages but i'm not really getting that and it makes me feel worthless. things are not that awesome at home for me right now and i feel like everything is falling apart and this long distance is def. not helping. i know what you mean when you say it feels like it's not working...i'm so glad i just read your entry, you might have just saved my life..you have no idea, please IM me anytime, or call me when you feel down and lonely, we can cry together....6175155970 or wech285 (well yeah, u have my sn)

[anonymous]

WHY DON'T YOU CALL ILAN???

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[good_the_third]

Hey sport, this is Wally. you are on my list.

good day