wow...its been almost a week since i left school. not even a week and i already miss him soooooo much. 3 months is such a long time. i just want to give him a hug...that isnt so much to ask is it? im scared that he doesnt miss me at all, that he is happy school is out and that he can go back to his friends and not have to deal with this mess that ( Read more... )

Oh, and in my rant yesterday i forgot to tell you guys about the poopy diaper. i do not get paid enough to deal with this shit. literally. I took out the garbage, and one of them had a diaper and water in it, that must have been there since last summer. It smelled like a port-a-potty and because it had water in it it was wicked heavy. so i lugged ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhh work today kicked my butt. my boss was like can u come in tomorrow for an orientation of summer staff meeting? and i was like sure. so i go in, and there is no meeting going on, and i start to clean the pool. now, we had thunderstorms that were capable of being tornados yesterday. the pool was A MESS. PLUS there was a school party with ( Read more... )

all my friends are leaving me :( i never got to say goodbye to you catie, so i'm saying it here. have crazy alaskan fun over the summer! i miss mr roommate and crazy jen lee and michelle who nails things at 2 in the morning. i miss being surprised everyday by joannas outfit cause she has more clothes than god. i miss helena and hott michelle and ( Read more... )

everyrthing got worked out....i am an idiot. basically i make way too big of a deal out of everything. however, i am glad that given the ultimatim, taylor picked the one i wanted him to. it would have hurt awefully bad had he not. but i would have dealt. i love him more than i thought was possible...that sounds weird...but its true. he is a truly ( Read more... )

how the FUCK did i manage to mess up the best thing that has ever happened to me?

NO MORE BITCHFACE FOR FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have a new don! and she is wonderful and nice and she has like 4 billion contacts. she has opened like 3 playhouses in the city. she knows everyone. last year she was the head of the sarah lawrence theatre department. yay for shirley ( Read more... )

i just had my LAST CLASS with BARBARA BITCHFACE SCHECTER! i am like the happiest person ever. i still have to write a couple pages of my play, and write 15 pages for arnold, but for some reason i don't even mind because i am done with bitchface. everything seems better now.

damn damn damn...the medicine that i am on makes me loopy/tired...i take it, and then i fall asleep. i have a 10 page paper due tomorrow that i havent started. i havent started my 15 page lit paper...and i have to finish my play. i am going to DIE this week. i should be more on top of it...but i was soo sick last week, i didnt do any work. i am on ( Read more... )

i wish i wasnt so goddamned needy. i wish taylor didnt put up with my neediness to the point in which i need him more. i wish i could breathe right now. i wish that the most. i wish that i hadnt said..."you can go". i wish i wasnt so selfish. i wish i didnt have to be up in 3 hours. i wish i could sleep. i wish he was still here with me...im scared ( Read more... )